People with chronic conditions CAN heal…
Are you thinking, no way that’s not possible? She probably never had a chronic condition, was misdiagnosed, is trying to scam people?
Honestly I don’t blame you. I used to think this too until I discovered the truth for myself but before I can tell you about that I need to tell you about where I was…
In a deep dark pit of despair, self loathing and self pity, that’s where I was.
It might sound harsh but it’s true, I was a victim of my circumstances, a victim of my health, trapped and miserable but unwilling see beyond what I was being told, “there is no cure”, “you have to live with the pain”.
When you’re in that negative mindset it’s hard to hear or accept anything that does not support it (google cognitive dissonance). I’d heard of people who had improved their symptoms or healed themselves completely from fibromyalgia or other chronic conditions and I refused to believe them. I thought “They are trying to sell me something, they are lying, they probably never had it in the first place, it was an easily fixed misdiagnosis”.
Why? Fear.
Fear that it was somehow my fault; fear that I would be blamed; fear that maybe it worked for these other people but wouldn’t work for me - that I would fail at it; fear that if it was possible to heal and I didn’t for some reason it would show how ‘not good enough’ I was.
That fear was my subconscious mind trying to protect me. That’s its job, to keep you alive. But it doesn’t understand that there is a difference between surviving and living and sometimes how it keeps you safe does not help you especially in the long run.
I’d been uncomfortable for a long time BUT still just comfortable enough to stay where I was. I had to became so uncomfortable being where I was that it forced me to find another way.
So what changed?
I did. The difference between where you are and where you want to be is YOU.
I changed my perspective. Taking responsibility for my health and my life does NOT mean that I am to blame, that it’s all in my head. Just because the trauma and stress I experienced built up to such levels in my body that it couldn’t take it anymore, does NOT mean that it is my fault. Just because my subconscious mind created physical symptoms as a convoluted way of giving me not what I wanted but what I needed (rest, time to heal, being taken care of) it doesn’t mean that it’s all in my head. Taking my power back and taking control of my health empowers me, its means that I can change it. That if this was all created by stress, trauma and ultimately to help me survive, it can be uncreated.
So that’s what I have been doing…
I have been working to uncreate all of the damage that stress and trauma and a well meaning subconscious did, and its working…
The best way to know something is to experience it and the changes and incredible improvements I have experienced over the last year has proved to me that it is possible, people with chronic conditions can and do heal themselves.
By reading this, you’ve already taken the first step, becoming aware. What will your next step be?